Fear is the most prevalent of all human emotions, in all its many forms of anxiety, nervousness, worry, terror, flight, freeze and dissociation…it occupies a good deal of collective life force energy that could be transformed into unconditional love.

Fear and it’s uncomfortable bed-fellows cause all kinds of physical manifestations – rigidity, tension, trembling, sore knees, back pain, tense shoulders, period pain, constipation, urinary disorders, to name a few. Not to mention states of mistrust, paranoia, doubt, timidity, playing small and hiding our gifts and talents…

Terror and fear for one’s life usually causes trauma which can affect normal daily functioning and can mar our enjoyment of life. Trauma is at the root of most wars.

When physical tension has been there since birth or pre-birth carried over from previous incarnations, it can spread into the entire body into the fascia, bones muscles, organs, teeth, jaw, fat cells, and into the face, affecting the posture.

While intrepidly hunting down the last lurking shadows standing in the way of my manifestation goals my Alchemy teams instructed me to do a full matrix release (the most comprehensive alchemy process I know) for four consecutive days to clear fear from my belly which was the epicentre of all the traumas of my life. The traumas have been healed but the fear was laid down everywhere in the bones, muscles and organs of first chakra through the psoas muscle into the legs and feet, knees, up my spine and into my eyes.

After the healing I felt an avalanche of muscles releasing, that rippled out into and organs expanding and space returned into my belly, intestines, buttocks, face, jaw, knees, back and life-long tension in my shoulders is gone.

The next day I had to rest. The day after, when I got on the dance floor at ecstatic dance I experienced myself as spaciousness, with no centre, the chatter in my head was gone, I was present, peaceful, calm with a quiet joyfulness, and a huge sense of compassion and love for everyone there.

Deep gratitude to Su Heiwa who played a set inspired with Hawaiian and Lemurian influences, (even if he wouldn’t call it that). I felt like I was in an alternate reality and swimming for the entire dance set aware that I was everything one with all that is. The whale music and light language he shared made me cry I felt so homesick for Lemuria, my souls home.

The expanded spaciousness is still here two weeks later…

Releasing all that fear expedited a weight reduction. In the 3-week-period running up to this I dropped nearly 8 kilos/nearly a stone, exceeding my target easily, by doing a simple detox and exercise programme.

I used Alchemy healing to make this radical shift into the next stage of my awakening journey and I’m so grateful for Dominique Mali, my teacher and peers on my alchemy training.

If you’d like to know more or experience this for yourself, get in touch.

Much love

Cliona

Alchemist, writer & mentor

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